All about Me

Hey! I would like to start with a introduction of myself. My name is Lee Chong De, but I prefer others calling me CD because its short and simple. I have made it though 18 spring seasons, currently having myself studying for STPM in SMK Taman SEA.

My alter ego is my friend of my same age, his name is Lim Jin Ken. He is currently studying in HELP college, taking bussiness foundation. I have known him since standard six, but we have only get close to each other since Form 4. Although he has a troublesome disease, I have never isolate him because I think he is still the same as us and every patient deserves love and care from their friends.Fortunately, he is not the kind of person who gives up easily too. He will try really hard whenever he wants that particular thing in a legal manner and I have seen him archieving it lots of time with srong determination. I have never seen his emo face, always that cheerful, confident and hyperactive infront of everyone. He is like the boss in my school, having a bit of aggressiveness, but at the same time he is caring and lovely towards his pals so it has made things even. He is the one whom I will look for whenever I have feelings or secrets to share, because he is just like a wall that does not bound sounds back, therefore I have no needs to worry that other will know about it. I find him talented in sports like bowling, pool and basketball because he can still get a great score although he has never trained hard for it. Well, everyone has their weakness too. He has a few too, just like others. I will never try making him feel proud that often because he can go overhead and show off infront of others which he think is weak. He can talk bad about people behind them and I get to know about it everytime we talked on the phone. He used to have more, but after telling him in the polite way, he started changing himself orelse he could be a devil now. Nevertheless, he is still a great friend to me because he does not pretend to be someone else infront of others and he is the alter ego I would like to be from when it comes to good qualities.

Finally, its about me. I have to admit that I am kinda slow and blur sometimes because I daydreams sometimes. I dreamt to be a high ranking police officer, the one who opposes the corrupted flow of management in government service and to create a peaceful and safe world not only for my loved ones, but for every country, every nation and every region. Therefore I have trained myself to think for others and treasure them as an individual that you can never find its clone on earth to earn the praise----- caring. I wouldnt say myself as a kind person, because I rarely donate to charity and beggars but I can say that I am a helpful person as I never say no whenever I think I can help. I love strategy games, like chess and war games because it tests one mind ability to think fast and the experience gained can be really useful when it is applied in the daily life. My favourite past time used to be fishing, but I no longer practises it because my busy schedule does not have time for long distance travelling. I earned my patience through that activity and I can endure almost everything harsh and cruel ever happened to me without getting pissed off at all as I believe that anger can blind us while a calm mind opens up and widen our vision in seeing things. I am not punctual sometimes, thats why my friends called me a "Malaysian". Ever since I am able to think like a grown up, I have been managing my life using physiology adopted from the western and eastern culture. Just like the horoscope's prophecy, an aquarius like me is unpredictable and unemotional thus making it hard for others to understand me deep enough to predict what I am up to next. Lastly, I have the confidence to overcome everything in my life as I think that the confidence is the key to unlock them. This is why I am me, Chong De aka CD that I dont think others are able to find the other me walking on the street that shares my characteristics.

MY favourite colour is blue and it represent me. Blue represents the sea, the sky and it can represent a drop of water too. From this aspects, I think I share the same characteristics as sea and the sky as I am able to forgive unhappy and bad moments just like how the sea has whirlpools in them and how the sky kept those clouds in them. Its like they can keep everything but not grudge because they are infinite. I can be as favourable as the sea and sky, but at the same time I can get furious and create disaster like tsunami and hurricane to others that are able to make others hate me. However, I am more to sky blue thus it means I am more to friendly as I have been trying to be one that everyone can accept and befriend with because I always wanted peace and harmony instead of destruction and sadness in this world.

When it comes to creative talent, I think strategy is the one that best suits me. I am best in being a strategist in a group as I believe that strategist can lead the group to success or failure. For example, I have always played chess thus I used the strategy that I have gained to apply it on my daily life like tackling customer's heart to persuade them to buy the things that I am promoting and to lead my group to victory.

My best day ever is the day where I turned 18. Although it was just a normal day that has no celebration or cakes, I still find it the best just with those birthday wishes because turning 18 means I am legal for many things now and I have turned to an adult that is expected to explore the community deeper and be a master out of it. THings can be the best or worst, the difference is just how people see it to be.

If I was walking down the street and I found RM 50, I wouldnt give it to the police because its 21st century and do you think the owner will care about it when it is just RM 50? Nah. I rather use the money to do meaningful things like making the beggar I saw down the streets happy by giving him the money or to donate it charity.

I am passionate about making people's life happy, as people around me affects me alot. When they smile, I smile; When they cry, I wouldnt be happy too. The current biggest problem that everyone is having now is about losing their loved ones in an accident or murder. Crime rate has made lot of us worry and worry, consequently removing smiles off the faces of everyone has there sure to be at least a family nearby me that has lost their valuables or lifes thus the world is never happy as long as crime lives. Therefore I want to be a high ranking officer that is able to alter the management and efficiency, to make a happy day for everyone and to make a difference in their life.

In 15 years time, I can see myself involved in police's awarding ceremony where I am awarding police constables that has done a great job in maintaining safety that everyone is concerned about.

That shall be able to give the people in charge a clear view into me and I apologize for the second half as I couldnt write much because I am in a hurry.